story-mory akuw

assalamualaikum guys...haihh..ari nieh aq nk tnya, blog aq x lwa an?? bknnya pa,bla aq tgk2 blek, aq rsa mcm blog aq nieh HUDOH laa...gpon kzen aq yg kcik tuh kta blog aq HUDOH gla..emmmm,aq akui ia agk hdoh..emmmm,aq pon xtw sbnrnya nk wt pa...haihh...aq rsa cun dh xp knyataannya xlwa pon...aq je yg syok sndri (S.S.)haihhhh...aq pon sbnrnya xtw dh nk wt mcmna kt blog nie...aq rsa nieh ok g dripda blog yg b42 niehh..ahh biar ahhh..lantk dy lah...nieh blog aq...ska-suki aq la nk wt pa..mnyebok je lbeh...huh!!

nieh mai aq nk story sal holiday aq...

emmmm,aq naek flight lam koi 8 pgi lbey2 skt ahh coz flight delay pgi tuh...aq naek GARUDA AIRLINE...tuh flight INDONESIA....alahh,kcik je flight tuh...aq smpai lam koi 10 lbey mcm tuh la...smpai2 sna, aq tgk...MASYAALLAH,airport dy trok kot..HUDOH...lgi HUDOH dripda blog aq..hahahah...xmcm KLIA....lgi lwa...dh la TOILET dy bsuk mcm tndas awam kt MALAYSIA kot..dri situ, aq rsa bangga gla d'lhir kan kt MALAYSIA...dh la pmandng bandar dy x mcm bandr kta...tepi2 jln pnoh dgn GERAI2 CATOK yg bak kta pak aq mcm MALAYSIA wkt zman 70-an dlu...lau kt JAKARTA, 6pk la maju skt...bngunan dy lwa jgk la...silap2 klah MALAYSIA...xp dri sgi owg, aq tgk...sian la kt diowg..yg KAYA, KAYA GILA...yg MISKIN, MISKIN GILA....umah setnggan mmg byk gla ahh kt sna...dgn owg mntx sdekah mmg byk kot...aq ddk hotel nma ANDELIR..htel tuh ok la gk..aq g trip nie da la dua tga owg bdk2 yg ley msk ngn aq...xp sygnya dowg sume laki...syg jgn mrh..hihi...dh la slah sowg tuh nma HAZIM...xp dy bkn HAZIM ROZALI xp dy HAZIM HAZMAN...mak aiii...ensem trok kot mamt tuh...xp dy xla rpat sgt ngn aq...aq lbeh rpat ngn kzen dy...APIET...dy f5...may b sbb umokmi xjauh sgt tuh yg kmi ley kamceng...kt sna...da 3 owg bdk2 laki yg dk menempek ngn aq..smpai kdang2 aq naek rimas...xp dowg ok la...yg pling rpat ngn aq nma SYAHMI...diowg sume ank KAK INA....tuh yg ley rpat ngn aq...kt sna aq xla shoopng byk sgt...aq juz shoppng baju, jeans, telekong, ksut n da la lgi...kt hotel dh la ktil aq sket n kras nk mampos...sket bdan aq..nseb bek aq nieh kuat,ley than sket...sume ok la kt sna.byk gk ahh tmpt2 yg aq p...mmg la syok utk shoppng..antranya RUMAH MODE, PASAR BARU, TANGKUBAN PERAHU and so on....kt sna,msti la aq rndu kt laki aq...brapa ari xjmpa dy..emmm,pa lgi ekk nk story...aq pon xtw nk story...gpon aq mnyusun 10 jari aq yg runcing n cun niehhh nk mntx maaf la coz xdpt nk upload pic...aq mls sbnrnya..6t2 la aq upload k...

dh la blek dri INDON, aq dmam trok kot...ngn kpala yg sket n mamps...trok gk ahh aq time tuh...mmg x msj ngn laki aq ahhh...time msj ngn dy pon, aq than gla...lau xmmg dh lma aq lingkop...nseb bek antibody aq kuat,ley lwn n gna kuasa ultraman lwan ngn pnyakit dmam aq tuh....btw aftr aq lega dri viruz2 dmam tuh, kuaq kt tv mak aq yg RESULT PMR AKAN D'KELUAR AN PADA 22 DIS PDA JAM 10 PAGI....mak aiiii..time tuih aq rsa mcm pnyakt aq nk mai blek je...mkn yg time dmam ari tuh xlalu brtmbah ke xlaluan dy...haihhhhh...aq bknny pa..aq juz cuak lau xdpt rsult elok...aq dh la byk saingan...byk gla....tuh yg wt aq cuak thap ghaban...pgi tuh aq bgn agk awl ahhh..after aq g mnd n iron bju....aq lgi ahh brtambh cuak...time lam kte,jntong aq mcm nk terkeluaq je...lau ley aq nk ltak je jntong aq kt tpi bg aq xrsa skt sgt..wkt n6pk je signboad mktb aq...aq g a cuak...nk bls msj sume owg pon aq jdi xda mood..tkot yg gla..smpai je...kauntr aq PAK CIK OFIS yg jga (aq xegt nma dy)..dy plk dk wt suspent aq..haihhh...nseb bek la dy kta aq dpt 8a..haiihhh..lega gla ati...emmmm,aq nk stop lu la k...mak aq sroh aq g mnd...bye....salam..

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BYE-BYE-FOR-NOW

hey sume..ari nieh may b last post aq untk smntra wkt coz aq nk g HOLIDAY...heheh..gud bye my home...heheheh...aq nk g INDONESIA...xp aq cuak jgk kot owg indon mngamuk coz ari tuh an diowg klah ngn HARIMAU MALAYA...A.K.A. team laki ksygn aq lah, BADDROL BAKHTIAR..heheheh..syg jgn mrah..hahahah..so, aq tkot la kang mamat indon tuh jlez kt laki aq, dwong blas dndam kt aq...sian aq..xpa2demi laky aq n NEGARA TER-chenta..aq snggop aihhh..hahahahah...aq dre mrapu..h ahh kuat bragan..hhahahh...so, esk ptg aftr mak aq blek kja, aq brtolak g kl snggah umah MAK TAM aq..may b pgi esk tuh lam koi 5 pg, kzen ksygn aq,ADAM may b kna antx aq ngn fmily kt KLIA coz flight aq koi 7 pgi.sbb tuh la kna g awl..blek mas, flight aq lam koi 6 ptg and may b smpai mas lam koi 8mlm...pas tuh snggah umahmak cik aq amik kte, then snggah KUALA KANGSAR jap jmpa ALANG aq, then blek baling..dk smpai 10hb pas tuh blek umah...hahahha...mlshnya skrg, brg aq hram xpack g..aq mls la nk pack...mls gla...haihh...xpa2 mlm nieh aq kmas la puas2...dh la aq xtw nk bwk bju pa..haihh...emmm,msti aq akn rndu syg aq tuh..WILL MIZZ U SO MUCH SYG!!hehheheeh..ngada2 la aq..haihh.xpa2 smpai je mas, dkt tpt intrnasional, aq tros text dy...jgn rsau k syg...k ahh...aq xtw nk 2leh pa dh..k ahh..bye..luv u!!

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aq mmg bdk kjam.. :)

salam guys...haih...ari nieh aq tnsen la kot..ngn dos bowink yg d'sntik pda aq sjak dri pgi..haih...mau aq x bowink, krdit aq kring tros kot...adoiii...nk msj ngn syg aq pon xley..dh la smlm aq sket ati trok kot ngn dy..haihh...aq pon plek, npew la skrg nieh aq mkin senstf..sian my syg nk lyn krenah aq...haihh..aq pon xpham ngn prgai aq..xabeh2 nk susah an dy..ngn prgai snstif aq yg smakin mnjadi2...haih...pa la cik dyh oiii...senstf klah pmpuan mngandug..haih...aq mngamuk psal dy ckp bnda yg aq mmg snsitf..xp xpa la..may b dy x tw kot...alah, kowg mcm x tw aq mmg senstf sal ayt2 yg ngatf yg slalu aq gna utk ktok owg..heheh...aq mmg trok skit...aq ktok owg xpa, owg ktok aq,pntang ahh..gna ayt2 yg gna utk ktok owg pon aq pntang..xp xpa la..my syg tuh xtw pa...xpa....aq xksah...bia ahh...heheeh..small metter je pon...so, aq xmw la take sies....ckp2 aq mjok ngn dy mlm xd..heehe...trok nya aq..heheh...jgn mrh ekk syg..k ahh,aq xda idea la nk 2leh pa...k ahh...bye.. :)

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story-mory =)

salam..hai sume..actually smlm aq  mcm nk upte blog..nk story-mory sal pa yg aq rsa...xp bla otak aq pk2 lek, aq rsa xyah la cte sal bnda hare tuh...trlalu SENSITIF untk share ngn owg..emmm,dah2..ari nieh aq nk story somethng...kmarin an aq g la cp...aq g ngn parent aq nk repair fon ksygn aq...syg gla kot fon tuh...xp nk wt mcm na...xkn la aq nk pkai fon mak aq je..xpe la..aq p la sna...mmg pak aq ska p sna repair fon...xpa la..cina tuh ckp aq pnya fon okay je cma hare patah yg  trptus..so, kna la tkaq..tkaq bnda kcik toek tuh pon 95 inggt..mak aii...xp xpa la..tkaq la gk...time cina tuh dk repair aq pnya fon tuh, aq g la melewaq mrata..adoi..brknan la aq tgk 1 fon tuh xp mak pak aq, jgn hrap ahh nk mlikinya..tgk jew la...pak aq kta, egt ley bli ngn air liur ke...aq wt mka 10sen pon..xlaku..sdih aq.. ;(xpa la...6t aq kja ke, aq kwen ke, tobat aq nk bli..xpon aq sroh ahh laki aq bli kt aq...sbg tnda syg bini..so,kna la ulur2 hdiah...hahah..nseb la spa jdi laki aq..btak kpla haih..hahhah...tobat dh tkot..hhaah..aq grau je..xk la aq nk kiks duet laki aq sndri..grau jew ek..so, spa2 yg trngn nk amik aq jdi bini,jgn la tkot..hehehe..dah2..aq dre mlalut..aq lau ley,trngn nk tkaq fon bru xp aq still syg la kt buah ati aq tuh..syg nk jual dy...gpon aq bkn da duet pon nk bli fon tuh..xpa la dyh,pkai je la..byk songeh toi la ank dara nieh..heheheh...mak aq pon drek kta kt aq...fon tuh bru je tkaq, dh gtai nk bli bru..byk kot yg aq brknan time aq dk cuci mta kt cp ari tuh...haih...

btw nieh la buah ati aq...time dy rsak ari tuh, aq nangs kot ;(

nieh la fon yg aq trgila tuh... (sony mini xperia mini pro) 

huh!!trgugt aq tgk fon niehh..haihh...xpa2...bragn lam mimp je la cik dyh oi...k ahhh..aq nk kuaq lu..6t aq updte len k..bye2..syg kowg...

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my holiday ( camron > perak > kl )

assalammmualaikum...lama gla x updte blog...(alah,bjet aq slalu updte...hehe)aq bknnya apa,mls la dohh..kdng2 bkak intrnt aq pown x yw nk wt pa..fb aq mmg dh bowink thap gadan..aq on pown juz nk cek msj,foto yg kaitn2 ngn aq n chat ngn blak aq n a few owg je...aq bowink ahhh...btw, nieh nk storymory sal aq afew days ago..lma aq x da kt umah..blek aq tuh mmg rndu thap ah kt aq..mklm la x da spa nk wt bgi sepah dlm bbrapa ari nieh..hehehe...kowg tw akaq mmg bzy kot sminggu aq tnggl umah..elehhh,bjet sedekt xda umah..haih..mla2 aq g camron.sjuk oo kt sna...aq mcm nk bku kot..nseb bek ahh I'M HOT...aq an smemngnya rknal dgn bdk HOT..hahahahhha...bjet ah aq...story aq kt camron syoik....

aq p camron bkn dapa pown...mak aq meeting aq ngn ayh aq melewaq mrata la...hahah...kmi p ldang teh..tinggi oooo...dh la sjuk...aq mcm nk mnggil dk ats tuh..dh la tinggi..nseb bek aq nieh x GAYAT...aq ann bdk tnggi, na ley tkot tnggi..jtoh la standtd aq lau aq tkot tnggi..heheheh...ktldng teh tuh an, dpa da wt restrnt ats ldng tuh..syok..aq jd JAKUN gla...mklm la..last aq p situ da lah 8 taunyg lpas..time tuh aq p ngn PAK CIK HED 'ksygn' aq...time tuh aq bdk2 g..aq egt g time tuh kzen aq (FIQAH) stuck lam lift...sjak tuh minah tuh fobia kot naek lift..hahahah..dah2 tukaq2..wat pa ckp sal bnda lma..emmm,aq p sana...tngkp2 pic kt sna pas tuh ayh aq ajak mnum..aq mnum teh pnas je...time ngah mnum tuh, tba2 je prot aq yg KEMPIS nieh wt lagu LOVE STORY..aq pown pa g...mntx pak aq tlg bli an mknan skli time dy g kauntr..alih2 dy bwk mai SARDINE PUFF..alahh,kowg mcm x tw aq kureng skt SARDIN2 nih..aq wt la mka 10 sen..aleh2 dy kta x yah ckp byk...mkn je la...dh la mhal...MAHAL??SARDINE PUFF MAHAL EK??alih2 pak aq kta SARDINE PUFF tuh 6 inggt kot...mak aii..nsi greng dpn umah aq tuh mrah g..ishh2...ckik drah toi la..aq pown mkn la..elehhh..smbang x ska, aleh2 aq bntai gk menatang tuh smpai abeh..x sharing2 ngn pak aq pown..bkn x mw aq pelawa skali je...dh dy kta x mw, aq pown...SORRY-TO-SAY la..abeh stu tuh kt aq sowg..heheheh...aq mmg ska wt kbulur..hehehe.....aftr mkn2 n mnum2 p ah posing2 tngkp gmbr..actually, aq yg pose...pak aq  cian jdi CAMERAMEN X BERTAULIAH..hahaha...aftr posng2 aq ajk pak aq blah..bowink kot..bkn da pa sgt..tgk pkok je..lau da mamt ensem xpa gk..hahhah(syg jgn mrh..hehehe..grau je) pas tuh otw tron, aq trnmpak sign-board.. dy tleh 'STRAWBERRY-MOUNTAIN' aq pown ajk ah pak aq naek..alaaa..aq an ank mja..so, pk aq pown ekot je ckp aq..heheheh..(xp bkn slalu pon..sllu aq la kna ikt ckp dy..) wkt ktowg naek an..aq tgk cntek gla kwsn tuh..lawa..6t lau photo shoot utk weedng aq, aq nk p stu la...hahahah...k ahh..back to topic...naek pnya naek,mak ai tnggi nk mampos...kte pak aq dh 90 drjah kot smpai pk aq kta dy xmw naek n ktowg trn blek...xp siesly tnggi nk mampos...so,kmi pown deside nk tron blek...wkt otw btron tuh aq smpat2 g g posing..aq ..hahaha..mcm x knal...aftr tuh g ldng strwberry..byk gla strwberry.geram aq...mcm nk trek je..xp pak aq x ksai..tgk je la... :( aftr mak aq abeh meeting ktowg g shoppng..aq bli bantal strwberry..bntal tuh comey kot..pdan la ngn aq bdk comey an..hahah..dh la owg yg jual tuh ensem..trtwan aq wt smentra..hahah(jgn mrh syg)... byk gk ah tmpt kmi p...kmi dk sna 3 ari lau x slah aq... dh la aq dk  wt JAKUN mkn cndwan greng..aq mmg dh besa mkn, mak ayh aq ja..kowg tw ak aq mkn menatng tuh smpai aq sket kpla gla kot...wkt otw blek pown aq mkn g..alih2 time tron bkt tuh, kpla aq mmg x leh agkt kot..skt gla...dh la pning tron bkt, d'tmbah lak ngn sket kpla, jwbnya aq jdi gla la weh... aq tdo x sdaq pa smpai kt smpang pulai ok la skt...xp mening2 lalt g...cian aq....nieh la antra pic2 aq kt camron yg aq ley sharing2 ngn kowg...

tuh la antra pic aq kt sna..aftr g camron ktowg blek kg nk amik opah aq kt kg..(kg kt prak)..aq yg smmg nya kletihan gla tido mmg x sdr dri ahh..ktowg tdo 2 mlm je kt umah opah aq coz kesokan ari ktowg nk g kl amik aunty aq yg bru blek dri mkah...mlm last tuh aq tdo la ats tlam..aq mmg tdo bwh coz aq tdo 1 blek ngn mak aq( nma je brutal xp aq agk pnakot ah..heheh)xp mlm tuh mk pak aq sroh aq tdo ats ktil cozdiowg x kna kpas..dk berebt tmpt tdo ngn ayh aq...last2 pak aq mnalah...diowg tdo ats ktil aq tdo bwh.. mlm tuh mmandng an syg aq skt n aq pown mcm nk dmam je, ktowg set nk tdo awl ahh..koi 10 lbeh aq dh tido...time aq tdo tuh aq mmpi da owg nk CUBIT aq...sket gla...alh2 d'sbb an cbitn tuh aq trjga..tme tuh mak ayh aq dh tdo..aq gsok ahh tg aq...pas tuh aq ckp la 'asal skt sgt nie?? abah cubit aq ka??skt nk mampos..' pas tuh dh skt sgt, aq kjut an mak pk aq..diowg bgn pas tuh sume klut ah tgk asal...mk pk aq mmg dk rsa LIPAN ahh coz umah opah aq byk lipan...pas tuh mk aq ajk kuaq amik cili mrah coz opah aq pnah gtw lau kna gigt lpan amik cili mrah, spu kt tgn (PETUA OWG DLU2) pas tuh tme mak aq bkak pntu,aq tgk da lpan bsaq gla...mak aii...jerit ahh aq...pas tuh aq g la dpr..pk aq bnuh an lipan tuh...pas tuh mak aq spu cili mrah tuh kt lgn aq then mk aq sroh g do..aq tido kt family hall dpn blek mak aq...aq mmg x ley tdo kot..tgn aq kbas gla..ngn skt nye...aleh2, tba2 membr aq, KHAIRUL ANUAR antx msj..(syg jgn mrh)mamt tuh ckp dy sje je nk kcw owg mlm2 niehh...mmandng an aq x ley tdo, aq pksa mmt tuh tman aq ahh...aq msj ngn dy smpai koi 3 lbeh...dy pown kta kt aq 'wey dyh,aq ngntok dh niehh..soe ahh x ley tman ag'...aq bknnya x mw grak my syg xp dy tuh dh la dmam, xbrapa shat, xmw la kcw dy..alih2 smpai pgi kot aq x ley tdo...esk pg tuh ktowg g klink tme otw nk g kl..mla2 tuh aq mls nk g klink x p dh xthan sgt, aq ajk gk ahh pak aq g klink...smpai2 klk, dr ckp aq kra bdk kuat ahh coz ley than dri koi 1 smpai koi 9 lbeh..hahaha..hbat ak aq..huh!!first tme kot kna gigt lpan...skt..spa kta x skt...xp aq ja kuat..ley than...dh la aq x nangs..my syg tuh x abeh2 tdoh aq nangs..tlg skt..nie hdyh ismail la...x maen la nangs2..hahhah...

tuh antra pic yg smpat aq tngkp mlm tuh...skt tw... ;(

 smpai je kt kl, ktowg  umah aunty aq kt kjang..aunty aq tuh da sowg je ank...ank dy nma SHEIKH ADAM HFIZI....dy tuh la antra kzen yg rapt ngn aq..may b sbb ktowg ank tnggal  kot..dy tuh mmg jauh lbeh tua dri aq..dy tuh stdy kt UTM n taun trakhir...spe yg knal tw ahh..mmat tuh ska bjet ensm..hahah..adam jgn mrah..dyh graw je..:) dy tuh ahh yg da t umah..time aq smpai sna, alang aq dh smpai..ank2 dy da brapa owg je..my bez kzen (KHIDIR) xda..dy ekot ayh dy g tablik...hahahh..unbelieveable gla..dowg ckp mmat tuh dh jdi alim skrg..hurmmm...msti dy x rpat ngn aq dh 6t..sdih nye....dk umah diowg kjap je..kzen aq, NAN x abeh2 usik aq..dy dk kta aq asyk dk brkpit ngn fon je..plon ahh tok wan tuh...lau aq x sbok ngn fon aq, nk tauk mna my syg tuh..haih...dy tuh pon 2x5 ngn aq...ckp kt aq...p g ahh...dk sna jap je..pas amik aunty aq mlm tuh, esk tuh aq blah g kl ngn mk pk aq...mk aq da meeting kt jkr..aq ngn pk aq congok lam otel..ngntok aq dbuatnya...ptg slasa tuh je ktowg g shoppng kt SOGO smpai mlm..huh!!aq mmg shoppng lma..pdahal bli x la byk mna...nseb la spa jdi laki aq..tobat pnat kna tman aq shoppng..haah..mk aq pwn kdng2 x than ngn aq...hahah..xp da gk towg g umah TEH aq kt cheras...lepak2 ngn MILA, WINA, MIMIE..syok kot..kt sna pon aq amik pluang on9 fb..hahahh..besa ahh aq..emmmm,aq rsa tuh je kot..aq dh x lrat nk taip niehh..6t la aq updte lain..byebye.. :)

nieh antra pic aq kt kl...xp aq by posing tme aq ngh bowink je:

_thank you ♥_

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assalamualaikum...soe dh lma aq x update..aq mls nk update sbnrnya..aq pown x tw npa ngn aq...emmm..sbnnya ari nieh aq dk majok ngn tok wan tuh..hehehe...ngada2 toi la aq..sbnrnya,aq wt2 ja..bkn sies2 pown..mcm x tw, aq nieh an mm ska men2..hehehe..aq wt2 ja majok..xkan la sbb dy x ckp xd pown aq dh majok..heheh..ngada2 toi la CIK DAYAH.....hahahaha...aq mmg mcm tuh,drek wt trok...aq nk tgk ngak,dy tuh nk pjok aq ka dk...xp mcm dk ja....ye lah...dy kta ska ati ahh nk reply msj ke x...emmm...xpew...kang lau dy x pjok skali lagi..AQ NK MAJOK BTOI2....hahhaah..gila ka pa ag nie DAYAH oii...bnda kcik pown nk bsar2 an..hahaha..aq lwk ja la...lex ahhhh..kang lau dy x pjok, pndai la aq wt 6t lau nk idop..hehehehe...mmm,dh2 x mw cte sal dy g..kang lau laki aq bca kembang lak...hahhahah..emmm,btw aq nk gtw aq dh bek la gk ngn chai...emm,aq bknnya pa..aq syg dy xp pa yg dy wt kt aq mnyebabkn aq skt ati ngn dy n pyah nk maaf an dy..xp kmarin dy msj aq...dy cam care sal aq...walaupn aq x rply msj dy...emmmm,tah la...aq pown x tw nk kta aq..so,aq reply jew la...hurmmm...ainaa plk skrg mnyepi ja kja...may b ktowg NO LONGER A BFF..may b...aq hrap sgt ley jmp owg yg btoi2 pham aq..hurmm...dlu MIRA+FARRAH+DALILA+SYAFIQ+CT+LINA+WAN+FAHMY+NABIL+AFIQ yg pham aq..xp bla dh msk skolah mnengah sume dh lpa aq...wkt skolah rndh lu, aq happy sgt nk p kolah..aq nk jmpa dpa..nk enjoy2 ngn dpa..ngn dpa aq blajaq sosial..lau dlu aq kja ngn bku xp bla ngn dpa, aq happy sgt...emmm,wlaupn dpa tuh bgi pngaruh ngatif kt aq,xp aq happy sgt..aq syg dpa sume...aq egt btapa bdonya aq lu smpai snggp bgadoh ngn SARAH smata2 sbb FAHMY..mmg bdo..unbelieveable..hurmmm..aq mmg sg dpa.xp bla dh msk sume dh brubah..dpa suma dh lpa aq...hurmm..time aq dk SMKSA pown dowg dh mcm x rpat ngn aq..xp bla aq pndh p BOARDNG SC, tros rptus..nseb ngn DALILA je..tuh pon sbb dy jiran aq..lau x, aq rsa mmg trptus tros la aq ngn bdk2 SKJP...hurmm...aq rndu dpa sume...egt ke x dpa kt aq...tah2 tahi lalt aq nie pown dowg dh xegt kt na..emmmm,may b la...btoi ckp KAK SYIFA' senior aq kt SMKSA....aq msk BOARDING SC umpama aq msk n tnggl sume knangn2 n membr2 yg aq syg...bktinya skrg..aq mmg dh khilangn dpa...balak aq pown skrg bdk BOARDNG SC gk...hurmmm...smpai bla aq mcm  nie..aq xkat mna pown..6pk je kdng2 aq mcm brutal+kuat+tabah+otai...xp hakiktnya aq xkuat mna pown....aq prlukan owg untk kngsi ngn aq sgala2 nya...tmbh2 aq nieh da la ank tnggal..haih!!kdng2 aq rsa mcm ALLAH tuh x syg aq....astagfirullahhalazim..awt tah aq ley pk mcm tuh..xp tuh la pa yg aq rsa...kdng2 aq rsa lau aq MATI pown xda owg ksah..xda owg pduli..kdng2 aq tr-pk...lau aq MATI da ak owg nk nanges...da ak owg nk kenang aq...da ak owg nk tgk aq..tah2 sume owg happy ja...tah2 sume owg x sbaq2 nk tnggu..hurmmm..kdang2 owg mmg tgk aq happy..ya, aq tw...aq mmg slalu wt happy dpan owg..xp owg tw ka pa yg da lam ati aq..kdng2 aq rsa mcm luaq aq ja yg hdp..dlm aq dh MATI...emmmm,aq lau ley nk syg sume owg yg aq knai...xp prlu ka lau aq ja yg dk syg..hurmmmm...xpa la..kdang2 aq happy bla tgk owg happy..tmbah2 owg2 yg aq syg..emmm..may b takdr ALLAH...aq hanya mampu tgk owg bhagia....emm,da kwn, kwn skt an ati aq..da BFF, BFF dh lpa an aq...DAH..DAH..pa la yg aq dk melalut niehh..hhahha..mereng nya aq...k ahh...aq rsa 6t2 la aq update len...btw,aq rsa aq xmw mjok ah ngn laki aq tuh...dy ngn family aq ja wt msa nieh mampu wt aq happy..so,aq rsa bek aq p bek blek ngn dy...klu dy mjok,xpa la..kli nieh aq pjok lak...k ahh..bye..
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ISHHHH...TENSION LA AKU!!

hai..salam..emm,bebrapa ari nieh awt tw..aq dk rsa mcm nk mrah owg, nk maki owg,....haih!tnsn la..dgn fon ksyn aq wt prangi...haih...geram aq..aq pown x pham ngn aq..napa la tba2 angn aq mai x tntu psl..sian syg aqkna than ngn angin aq...nseb bek dy x mlayg ngn angin2 tuh..lau x,x tw la nk wt mcm na..xp siesly bberpa ari nieh aq asyk x tnang ja...haihh!!kja nk MARAH, CARI PASAL, NK MAKI OWG,....mcm2 la lgi aq rsa..aq pown x tw asal...bla mamt tuh graw skt,aq dh mcm nk naek drh..haih...pa la mslah aq niehh..aq pown x paham..haih..dh tuh lau kna mrah skt, aq mla la trasa ati..hai..pa nk jdi la CIK DAYAH oiiii...haihhh..nk kta sal chai ke, aq pown x tw..may b...dh tuh ngn kwn2 bek aq (DALILA, SYAFIQ, SARAH, SITI), diowg mcm dh lpa aq ja....hurmmm..yg dk ajk aq kuaq slama aq da kt umah nieh pown bdk2 mktb..tuh pown x sume...lantak ahh..aq x ksah pown...emmm,diowg..habok pown x dk..aq blek nieh pown tah dpa tw ke x...hurmmm..mcm tuh ka kwn...emmm,may b dpa bdk kolah len, aq asrma pnoh..x slalu jmp, so smakn jauh la friendshp kmi..emmm,may b la...x pe lah..aq redha..kdng2 aq pk aq nieh mcm x dk spa slaen mak ayh aq...emmm,sume owg mcm x syg aq...bla jmpa, okay la..kta syg...xp bla dh x jmp, sume dh lpa an aq..haih!!pa la nseb aq nieh....hurmmmm.....xpa la...mls ah aq nk ckp sal tuh...k ahh..aq pown x tw nk ckp pa dh..k ahh..bye...
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U ARE STILL THE ONE THAT I LOVE

salam u guys..ari nieh aq nk 2leh satu nda yg memang dk brsarang dlm kepala otak aq sjak mlm xd...mlm xd aq xleh tido kot..dh la aq nanges kt my sayang..mak ag..alu aq..mcmna la aq bleh xthan nanges...malu kot...mnyesal aq..haih..xp nk wt mcna aq mmg xleh tahan...nk tw ak..aq nanges sal kwn bek aq..dy tuh bley la lau nk kta ex-kwn bek aq..dlu,aq ngn dy knw bek kot..aq syg ila kt dy..smpai skrg aq still syg an dy..xp dy slalu skt an ati aq...dh la ska mnipu..sbar jew la..klu skali 2 menipu n skt an ati aq, xpa la..nieh dh byk kali..asyk skt an at aq pas tuh mntx maaf..huh!!tuh je kja dy..nama dy NURUL SYAZWANI BT. ABDULAH....xp kmi pnggl CHAI..dy tuh dlu wkt awl f1 aq la bdk yg pling dy TAKUT..dy kta aq nieh garang sgt..aq x pnah pown ckp ngn dy..hurmmm..kami stu homeroom..dlu dy dk klas 1 YALE..tepi klas aq..kmi x pnah ckp langsng wkt f1..xp takdir ALLAH..wkt f2 aq 1 kls ngn dy..time 2 aq bek ngn AISHAH BELLA..coz dy la satu2 nya bdk pmpuan yg sama kls ngn aq time f1..SHAH BELLA time tuh bek gk ngn CHAI..so kmi dk 3 owg..shah dk tgh..sjak tuh,aq start rpat ngn chai..tmbah2 dy tuh dk sebelah kiub aq..kmi slalu lpak sma2, mkn sma2, wtkja sma2, sume kmi wt sma2..aq syg gla kt dy..mmg kamcing thap..time uh,aq pown x sngka bdk yg dlunya xpnah ckp ngn aq jdi kwn bek aq..time tuh mrupa kan knangn yg pling brharga n ygpling aq xkan lpa..da lah knangn ngn chai..aq mmg x leh lpa..xp THINGS BEGAN TO CHANGE wkt akhir2 f2..ktowg dh x rapat mcm dlu..asyk gdoh jew..kdng2 aq wt salah skt,dy dh majok..dh gdoh...kdang2 au aq lbeh an balak aq time tuh pown,dy dh majok n gdoh2...time going bad bila start school session 2011..time tuh kmi mmg mcm dh ptos kwn..aq tgk dy pown d laen..aq tgk dy,mcm dy tuh owg len n x pnah wjud dlm hdp aq..dy dh mla jauh..da la jgk time tuh ktowg try nk erat an blek kmi pnya friendship,xp x pnah brhasil..aq pown x pham pa yg aq dh wt kt dy..aq mmg x pham..dy kta dy syg aq,xp pa yg dy wt, cara dy lyan aq n ckp ngn aq, x tnjuk lngsng yg dy syg aq...syg kah dy lau dy snggup bruk an aq dkt owg len..syg kah dy lau dy snggup join genk2 yg anti aq n ktuk aq skali ngn dpa..syg ka dy lau dy snggup wt mcm tuh..bgi aq tuh bn syg,xp benci..dpn aq dk tarik mka, lau aq tgor jwb acuh tak acuh je, lau aq snyum sja kalih kot tmpt le..mcm tuh ka syg..haih!!aq msih smpan sume bnda yg dy bgi kt aq..frame friendship, key chain burger, surat2 dy..sume da g kt aq..xp dy, da ka lgi bnda2 yg aq bg..aq rsa mmg x dk n x kan ada..aq tw, genk2 CHA n DIDIE mampu wt dy happy..x mcm aq..x pa aq..redha..emm,dy jgk slalu compare salaq pnya result n dy pnya result..aq nk kta pa pown x tw..dy yg plih jln aq..bla aq ajk stdy,dy mls..aq tw..lau sal plajaran dy mmg x pndang kt aq..may b bgi dy, aq nieh x mampu ajar dy..mayb IPAH N SHAH BELL mampu jga dy..aq nieh hnya mampu tgk ja..aq syg dy..spa kta aq x syg dy..xp aq rsa x prlulah syg aq nieh d'tjukkan lgi coz bgi aq syg aq kt mta dy x pnah dy hrgai..bgi aq, lau btoi dy syg aq, dy akn jga ati aq..kowg tw ak,kt kls, mja dy sbelah mja aq..xp kmijrang ckp..dy juz ckp ngn aq klu prlu..xp sboleh2 nya dy x kan ckp ngn aq..dy akn ckp ngn NISA(bdk sbelah aq)...lau sal stdy,lgi lah dy xkan tnya aq..aq pown x pha,pa yg dy nk sbnarnya..pa yg aq wt..pa yg dy x puas ati..xp bla aq tnya,dy slalu ckp,'ag x kan pham'..mcmna la aq nk pham lau dy x cta..kowg byg an..kt contact kt fon dy, dy save no aq sbgai PALASIT n BDK BENCI..mcm tuh ka kawan bek..byk letter yg dy antx kta dy syg aq..hurmmm..xpew..aq redha..smpai skrg aq mmg dh tawar ati ngn dy..lau dy syg aq dy xkan wt mcm tuh...soe ahh aq mmg dh lma x rply msj dy..kdng2 aq x bls pown msj dy..bknnya apa,xp aq dh twar ati ngn dy...aq lau bley x mw lngsng cta or ckp sal dy...bca msj dy pown lau bley aq x mw..coz lau aq bca ke, ckp ke, pa2 je la sal dy, aq msti nk nanges....aq syg dy..syg sgt2.xp dy xpnah syg aq mcmna aq syg dy..may be takdr ALLAH aq kwn bek ngn dy x lama...ksih syg dy ngn aq xthan lma..emmm,sjak akhr2 nieh dy asyk mnx spya kmi bek blek..aq bknnya xmw xp dh serik..aq tkot lau last2aq yg skt ati blek..emmm..aq prlukan msa utk blek cam dlu..aq mmg dh tawar ati...emmm...

klu kowg nk tw, nie lah wani aka chai..aq syg gla kt dy..:)

nieh da lah pic kami wkt f3..xp time nieh relationship kmi dh nk start trok..

nieh pic wkt f2..tudung aq pon xbtoi g time nieh..

nieh pown pic kmi wkt kmi f2..time nieh kmi p lawatan kt LEMBAH BUJANG..

nieh last pic akmi time f3..time nieh kmi wt k.m. kt umah warden...

xpa chai..lau ag xegt sume knangn kta..aq x ksah..biaq la pa nk jdi pown..aq x ksah..aq redha jew..mngkin ALLAH dh tkdir an kta jdi mcm nie..may b ag akn jmp owg yg lbeh sesuai untk ag jdi an kwn..n owg tuh bkn aq..tak pa la weh...k ahh..aq rsa aq nk chaw lu..mak aq sroh siap..nk kuaq...bubye...

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HANYA ENGKAULAH SESUNGGUHNYA,TIADA DUA....

salam..hello...emmm..ari nieh aq nk story-mory sal tok wan ksygn aq..hehe..msti mrh an aq dk pnggil dy tok wan..heheeh..jgn mrh ek syg..grau jew...hehee..aq pnya title post nieh sja aq amik drpd lagu gwang..aq an mnah gwang..hehe...nieh aq nk cta sal mamat nieh skt..cta skt2 dh la..sat g dy kembang lak lau bca post nieh..so,aq x mw la pji lbeh2...hehehe..nama dy abdul ariff bin abdul halim..(klu xsalh aq lah...hehehe)bdk f4 jew..bknnya senior sgt drpd aq.xp derek dk bjet senior ja tk wan tuh...emm,xpa2..dy la senior..lau x senior xda la aq pnggil dy TOK WAN..dy x leh la mrh2 kang x ensem la...hehee...emm..tok wan tuh aq knai time ari raya aidlftri ari tuh..time tuh rya ke-3..aq rsa aq dh story an mcmna aq knai tok wan ksygn aq tuh..hehehe..aq kple ngn dy time tuh bru ja abeh PMR..amboiii..mentang2 la dh abeh brjuang,dh gatai noh cik dayah..haih...pa nk jdi la anak dara cik sarah niehh..hheheehhe..mcm x knai aq..hahaha...btw,kowg tw ak mcm2 jdi b4 ktowg kple tw..kowg byng an tok wanaq tuh kna WARNING ngn K..emm,kcoh gak ahh..siap aq2 skali terlbat..mau x nya..si 'MENTADAK' (K) hdup tuh maki aq mcm haram g...ngeng tahap..tobat aq bnci..bajet bgos pa...slah 1 bnda yg dy kta kt aq 'AG WT PRAGAI ELOK2 SKT...DH LA POMPUAN..SBLUM KAKI NIEH MLEKAT KT MULUT AG,BEK AG WAT ELOK2 SKT'haram gla..byk g ahh dy ckp ktaq..aq pown pa g..mcmna mletop gk ahh.xp sabr jew..bberapa ari pas tuh bru terhegeh2 nk mntxmaaf kt aq..nseb bek aq bek..lau x..TIADA MAAF BAGI MU!!aq mls ahh nk bsar2 an cta...lntak ahh..kes aq ngn dy dh ttp bku...so,biaq ahh pa nk jdi..bjet aq ksah...emm...jnji aq dh da aq pnya tok wan...emmm..da g story yg aq  nk cta kt kowg..bru2 nieh,aq bru ja jmpa ngn aq pnya tok wan..heheh...time tuh (07-11-11)hehehe...xp mak aii..awt prangai malu aq mai tah..aq hram cering nk mampos nk ckp..cta nya time tuh aq kuaq ngn fkah(kzen aq)..time tuh sume kezen2 aq dk mngidam ais krim asam..so,kbtulan time tuh aq dk dlm mood kebsanan..mau tak nya..time tuh sume kzen2 aq(ZATY,DYLA,FKAH) dk stdy..tnggl aq ngn MILA jew dk cangok tgk dpa wt kja...so,aq pown pa g..ajk la fkah kuaq p bli ais krim..alah..minah tuh nk pjok snang ja..g pown aq bkn dpt lesen drpd mak pak aq g..so,kna trik mnah tuh jgk ah klu nk naek moto..tuh yg aq tnsen..xp kdng2 aq pkat ngn fkah..smpai kot jln kg,aq bwk ahh..xp kdng2 ja..dah2..back to the topic asal k..aq pown naek la ngn fakh..egt nk p kdai tok teh jew,xp dh ttp p la smpai kdai sidek..smpai kt kdai tuh bru aq tringt sayang aq dk kt kg srau(kg dy 1 g) aq pown gtw fkah...alih2 dy ajk jmpa ngn syg aq tuh..kowg mcm x t..aq nie bla mai mod cering aq..mmg pya la aq nk ckp..time jmpa dy dpn srau(bajet trok!!)..dy dk ckp ngn fkah..aq ckp skt2 jew..mak aii..AQ MALU!!haih...ngada2 la ag DAYAH...hehehe..pas tuh,ktowg psing2 then tros blek umah...sampai2 umah,minah sengal tuh bkak mlut ahh..klah wrtawan mjalah mangga bak agg..dy riuh kt kzen2 aq yg len..mcm nk ktok pala ja..xp aq cool jew la..wt bodo jew...aftr tuh kzen2 aq yg len sja jew sroh p bli skali lgi...fkah pown pa g..mnawar an dri la nk p beli..dh tuh dy trek aq..aq pown..xpe la..syg kzen..ekot jew la..alih2,mnah sengal tuh sja ja nk cari PENYAKIT...dh tw aq nie dk segan,dy sja je p jmp dy pnya PAK LONG..yg tuh ok g la coz pak long dy bkn knai aq..mslahnya..mnah sengal tuh dk lma kt situ smpai 1 family dpa kuaq...mak ag...aq mmg cering gaban ahh..adoii..tba2 je time tuh aq tgk tnah tuh lwa sgt smpai aq x tringn nk pnggung muka langsng..haih!!MALU!!mnah sengal tuh mmg sja je nk wt malu aq...adoiii...pas tuh tok wan tuh asyk dk prli aq ja...mntang2 la aq malu time jmpa dy..adoi..cian aq..dh nk wt mcm na..tba2 mood malu aq mai..aq pown jd cering ahh..hehe..dh ah..ckp sal laki aq tuh..6t story2 g k..aq nk chow lu..nk lyan novel gwang jap..bubye..see u..hehehe..btw,nieh la pic laki kesyn aq..heeheh...

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MEMANG DASAR BUDAK JAHAT!!

hai...emmm,kowg msti plik an..pa la yg cik dayah nie dk mrepek..spa la bdk jahat???isshhh..AQ la ngeng..hahaha...taw ak asal aq ckp aq jahat...alah..gpown mmg sume owg ats mka bumi nie dh sedia mklm aq nieh jhat..agknya kt kpala aq mmg dh di cop "DAYAH JAHAT"ahhh..lntak ahh..nie yg aq nk cta nie aq jhat coz aq curi2 pkai intrnet kt umah aq...maw tw kt pak aq,jenoh aq nk kna sebor la...dowg bkn kasi aq bkak internt tnpa kbnaran dowg n wkt2 diowg g kja..hehehe..tapi aq nieh mmg dasar la...dasar bdk jahat...hehehe...maaf...tak than gian blog niehhh...tuh yg trpaksa gak..hehehe...dah la mak aq kasi homework kt aq....adoiiiiii....pak ade kt mktb tuh pown x kasi hw kt aq time cuti nieh...nieh mak aq lak kasi..adoiii..malas toi aq...mak aq sroh kemas umah..adoii..tuh yg pling aq lemah...haih....malas btoi la cik DAYAH nieh...tah2 lau tok wan ksayangan aq tw,mampos kna aq...arrgghhh!!lantak la...bajet aq tkot..:P x tkot langsng ngn tok wan tuh...hehehe....emmmm,aq curi2 nk post kt sini bknnya pa...saja syok2..nk cite kt kowg salah satu problem aq..hehehe..nk tw problem aq yg na satu ekk...emmm,,aq 2leh sal MUSUH KETAT aq ahhh..cantekkkk..kowg nk tw ak...da sowg makhluk tuhan kt maktab tuh yg paling aq anti nak mampos...huh!!tapi dpan dy aq wt bek la...mka suci...blakang,tandk aq dan2 tmbuh and tumbuh ekor...issshhh.aq mmg anti tahap la kt minah sengal sowg tuh..bknnya pa..dy tuh mmg ska cari psal ngn aq..xp b4 blek umah ari tuh,dy dh mai slam ngn aq,so aq maaf an je la...emm,bknnya pa...skrg nieh aq x la BENCI dy mcm dlu..bdk bek la kta an...emmm,nieh aq nk story pa yg dy wt kt aq...emm,kowg tw ak..dy tuh dk tnjk bek dpan aq...blakang aq..mak aii..anyam ktupat kalah opah aq kt kg tuh..haihh!!aq tw,dy  xpuas ati kt aq sal aq kple ngn K dlu kot..yg tuh aq pown x sure coz aq dgq owg kta je...xp mmg aq 6pk,time aq kple ngn K dlu..dy mmg anti aq..xp bla aq dh clash,menapak wt bek ngn aq lak..emmm,dh agk dah...eleh,biaq lah..pa aq ksah..yg sure,sal aq ngn K dh tutp buku..so,what do i care??lantak ahhh..xp an,ari tuh..time aq dh clash an,aq tgk dy dk merapat an dri ngn K...pas tuh, dk tdoh aq jelez....BANGANG toi ahhh..bjet aq kebulor sgt ka kt mamat tuh..hello!!aq  pown dh da owg la...g bagos drpd K tuh...ampa nk an??amik la...6t bru kowg tw,btapa HARAMnya mmat yg ampa kta hensem gla tuh...huh!!menyampah aq...ishhh,tok wan ksygan aq g bagos la drpd dy...huh!!emmmm,dh la mnah sengal tuh ska dk WARNING aq suka-suki mak pak dy...bajet aq nieh sapa..snang2 ja nk kta2 kt aq...ieeee,bnuh kang,bru tw...huh!!hhhaaahh..brckp sal tuh aq tringat da sowg mnah sengal nieh,dy nieh x la  bek sgt.ktowg pnggil dy "OMAS"huh!!mnah tu mmg mnyakit an ati aq..kowg byang an yg jdi vise president homeroom tuh aq,bkn dy..xp dy yg dk sibok2 amik aleh tgas2 aq..nseb bek aq bek ja...biar an,dh da 'KULI' nk tlg wt..xp msalahnya,yg 6t nk kna marah aq...hare toi ahh...aq nk wt,dy pown dk sbok2 nk wt..huh!!bla arash nk ckp ngn aq,dy yg sbok2..haih aq ktok pala kot bru tw...btw,bjet dy dk bek ngn arash tuh,arsah leh ska kt dy ka??hello,adek aq sowg tuh na ley nk tnggal dy pnya NAD,kiubmate aq taun lpas yg pling control ayu tuh...huh!!pnat kot...nseb bek aq nie pnyabar..tuh yg syamil,muaz,alif and yg len2 slalu back-up aq...nseb bek genk2 pompuan sume back-up kak long dpa nieh..lau tak,mmg daje gak ahh..tuh yg aq syg gla homeroom aq..tak kira laki or pompuan...emmm,mnah senggal tuh pown aq syg la jgk xp x mcm aq syg dowg yg len..klu nk tw,aq syg gla kt dpa sume..3 taun kot kami kongsi suka duka...kna mrah la..kna aim ngn ckg la..adoiii..syg gla kt dowg sume..emmm,dgn hr advisor aq yg pling gempak sgt tuh..mmg kring gusi lah jwbnya klu dk ngn ckg ksygn aq sowg tuh...dh la dy asyk dk pngil aq PEMBELOT...sampai ati dy noh pnggilaq mcm tuh..suma gara2 aq x leh p wedding dy 20-11-2011 nieh..adoii...aq pown tringn nk p xp nk wt mcmna maki aq ak aq p camron highland..so,trpaksa la aq ekot..emmm....jelez toi aq ngn membr2 aq yg leh p tuh...aq nk p gak!!!allaaaaaa...nk pegi!!!emmm,xpe ahh..redha je la...xp an,ari tuh sari b4 aq bek umah,aq p jmpa dy personally n p bgi hadiah kt dy..pas tuh ckg bazli yg slalu dk ktok aq tuh,dk ktok aq dpn dy..huh!!tensen aq...alahh,dy jelez la tuh..aq bgi kt papa aq hdiah xp time wedding dy ari tuh aq x kasi..maaf la ckg noh...sy bgi kt owg yg sy syg je...emmm...dah la dowg dk perli aq sal tok wan ksygan aq tuh...adoiii..kantoi ngn dowg time annual dinner..hheee..sal tuh,6t2 la aq story k...dah ahh..prot aq dh wat band lagu dangdut niehh..x brekfast g..lapar gla kot...hheehe..k ahhh..aq chaw lu..k ahh..aq blah lu k...bye...6t aq post g k..bye...
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'ORANG JAUH BARU BLEK!!'

hai..sume msti trtnya2 spa la owg jauh tuh noh..aq la dehhh...heheeh...bjet gla aq...hahaha....aq MERDEKA!!hehee...aq dh cuti...sdang an owg len msih terkehel2 dk brtenggek baca bku kt skolah..hahaha...tuh la special nya jdi bdk MARA..hahaha..dpt cuti awl...bezz ooo...WOI DAYAH...aq tok sah dk wat JAKUN...bjet sedekat x blek umah..hhaha..aq bknnya pa...syoikkk!!mau x syok,abih reban la umah aq nieh lau aq da...bjet x knai aq...TOK NENEK KPD JAKUN pown tkot kt aq..coz aq nieh terlbeh jakun drpd dpa..hahaha...bla leh blek,tw2 la...prgai JAKUN aq mla lah mningkt kt thap maximum...emmm..dah2..dk lyan aq pnya otak 3 suku nieh,jwbnya taun dpn pown  xtw la post ka x g post 'OWG JAUH BARU BALEK' niehh...hehehe...sume nk tw akk....mmandang an aq dk umah lma...otak aq yg sarat ngn ilmu yg brguna lgi brmanfaat nieh(BAJET TROK..HEHE)nk la mngeluarkn aq pnya problem2 yg slma nieh aq smpan dlm aq pnya peti besi dlm kpla otak aq nieh...aq siap boh mangga gtw...hehehe...byk problem aq...cian kt aq...aq nk wak kuaq bknnya apa...biaq la da ilmu2 yg brgna ja lam pala otak aq nieh...hehhe..kowg tw ak nseb bek aq da peti besi niehhh...so,time PMR ari tuh,aq smpan lu problem2 tuh lam peti tuh..style ak aq???kowg tringn ak peti tuh??lau nk,p la cri kt MYDIN..xpon kt JUSCO...tobat x dak...hahaah..dah2...mrapu lgi mnah bajet nieh....dah2...kowg tw ak nie byk problem..xp sja x mw tnjuk kt owg...smpan..simpan...nseb bek xjdi gila...xp an aq rsa slah 1 sbb aq  nieh dk kuat mrapu, may b sbb aq slalu smpan aq pnya mslah kot...emmmm..may be...xp an skrg aq x mau la story-mory sal problem2 aq g...ishhhhh...bru ja blek,nk bkak cta yg MNYAKIT AN JIWA+MNYESAK AN DADA...so,tok sah la dk cta lgi noh...kang otak aq trcabut wayar,sian kt mak ayh aq...x dan nk tgk ank ksygn depa nieh nek plamin...hahhaha...brckp psl plamin bru aq tringat...aq nk wt pnguguman..."8-10-$ (attentition) kpd sume ank2 truna tak kira yg ensem ka, yg  udoh ka,yg pndek-kmetot ka,yg tnggi-renjong ka xp yg surenya yg mnjdi pnghuni dunia yg fana ini,dgn ini,aq n gtw kt ampa sume...sowg bdk pompuan yg paling cantek and pling cun-melecun yg mula mndiami dunia ini pda 1996(aq la tuh..hehe) telah mnemui pjaan atinya yg d'beri nma ariff..d'harap anda sume x la frust-mnonggeng la noh..."hahahha...yg tuh jew aq nk gtw...i'm already taken(bak kta owg ptih,jran mak aq pnya kwn time dy p USA)aq kple pd 10-10-11...style aq tarikh tuh..hahaha..tgk owg ahh..aq style...tarikh cple pon kna style la...hahahaahah...mamat aq kple tuh bkn spa2 pownnn..ank MARA mcm aq gk...cme dy tuh x abeh2 dk bajet bdk kemen..aq ktok pala stg bru tw...x abeh2 mngaku bdk kemen...huh!!!ptotnya bsyukr jdi ank MARA nieh tak...tw la nma pak dy bkn MARA pown...hahih!!tgk mcm aq...bangga kot nk gtw "AKU ANAK MARA!!!(walaupn pak aq nma ismail)"xp sbangga2 aq pown,aq still x leh nk hfal lgu MARA..hahaha..aq pown x tw...memory card aq derek trcabut lau sroh hfal lgu MARA...emmm...xp aq x la mcm tok wan tuh...mntang2 la tok wan tuh dk kemen 3 taun,pas tuh bla MARA amik jdi ank dy,dk mngaku kemen g...haih!!kang lau MARA x ngaku ank bru tw...emmm...xp aq tw,tok wan tuh bkn ksah pown...haih!!pa nk jdi la....emmmm,dah2 ttp cta sal tok wan tuh...6t la aq cta g sal dy...post nieh aq nk cta sal aq..bkn dy...dy 6t la aq 2leh len...emmm...kowg tw ak..blek ari tuh,anak ayam...beg aq brat kalah brat batu cave tuh kowg tw ak..(elehhh,brat batu cave pown ko x tw..BAJET2)haih!!pnat aq..dah la pak ngn mak aq tnggok ja...mak aq ja kot..tlg skt2..pak aq tgk ja...xcian toi kt ank dpa yg comey nieh...xpsal2 abeh jari2 aq yg runcing lg lmbot nieh dk angkt brang2..huh!!pnat ooo...dh tuh..smpai2 umah...beg2 sume tuh dk trlonggok dpn blek aq...smpai skrg x grak2 g..adoii..malas gla aq...dh tuh,smpai umah,esk tuh mak aq ajk blek kg coz rya dh dkt...x grak la jgk aq pnya beg2 tuh...adoii..nieh aq blek umah after rya...mak aii...bla la aq nk kmas...mls gla kot..adoiii...abeh tlang-belulang aq yg always kemalasan niehh...haihhh...x pa la...6t la aq 2leh len...mak aq dh dk bkak dy pnya loudspeaker sroh aq stop and p siap nk kuaq...aq pown nk amik ksmpatan  p cuci gmbaq kwn2 aq sat...emm...btw,6t aq upload ek pic2 aq kt mktab...skrg cik dayah nieh dk lam status kemalasan g...k ahh..gotta go...gpown fon aq dk cas lam blek tuh..kang x pasal2 tok wan ksygan aq tuh majok lak k ahh..bubye...
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npew aq rsa mcm niehh...

assalam...
b4 aq nk uah pa yg aq rsa aq juz nk ucp an slmat berenjoy + ska ria pda sume lah pmr candicate krana prjangan anda untk taun nieh dh tamat...alhamdulillah....hahaha...btw soe x update lma..aq bzy thap kot....lma gla x blek umah...nieh pon blek 3 ari jew..:(..okay...back tu da topic..aq sbnrnya sdeh thap cipan niehhh...aq x tw npa aq rsa mcm niehhh...nieh psal kwn2 aq yg mmg aq syg thap gla ahh kt dunia niehh...dpa x mcm dlu...2 yg aq sdehh...dpa mcm dh lpa kt aq...smpai ait dpa...aq tw aq dk dlm so trpsah dripd dpa...xp syg aq kt dpa ttap mcm dlu...xp npew dpa mcm x ksah +pduli sal aq lngsng...nie cite sal dalila,sarah,syafiq and siti...aq tw aq nieh bkn spa2 pown kt depa...klu dlu aq bngga nk kta depa tuh kwn bek aq...bff aq xp...skrg aq xtw la...dpa mcm dh lpa kt aq...aq nieh mcm nothing kt dpa...hurmmmmm..npew la jdi mcm niehh...aq tw dpa sume bff tolak aq jew...emmm..xpew la klu dh nieh yg btoi,aq time seadanya...aq sdaq aq spa...aq bkn spa2 pown dlm idop dpa...xpew lah weyy...wlaupn bgi ampa aq nieh bkn spa2 x pa la....aq time...aq redha...may be nieh yg terbek yg ampa rsa untk kta..wlaupn ampa dh lpa kt aq,xp bgi aq,aq sntiasa syg ampa sume...ampa ttp aq anggp sbg kwn bek aq...sbg bff aq...dalila, u know what, wlaupn ag  dh lpa aq,aq ttp akn egt ag...aq sntiasa syg ag mcm dlu..bgi aq ag lah kwn bek aq...aq sntisa akn egt knangn ag ngn aq...lpak kt tman tiap2 ptg,tlg wt hw aq,tman aq date ngn fahmy, tman aq kt umah wkt ptg, dgq mslah aq, sume lah sal ag aq x an lpa....siti aq tw ag ngn aq x la rpat sgt...xp aq syg ag..aq egt g dlu ag slalu dgq mslah aq,..wlaupn tuh time kta sklh rndh xp ag ngn aq still contct bla kta msk sklah mnengah...xp aq trasa sgt coz aq mcm dh x mcm dlu...aq rsa mcm sume kwn2 aq dh nk ekot style kn2 aq kt sultanah asma....lpa kwn lama...x pa lahhh...pa pon aq syg ampa sume...aq syg DALILA,SITI,SYAFIQ AND SARAH...xp aq tw aq ja yg dk syg ampa sume..x pa lahh.aq tima sglanya wey...xpa..klu nieh yg trbek,aq redha...ampa skrg bff aq nieh dh bkn bff ampa sume dh...find...aq time sume ngn ati yg trbuka....wlapn ampa lpa aq,aq akn sntiasa egt ampa..k ahhh..nk out lu...xda mood ah nk 2leh..bye...
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PMR juz around ad corner (04/10/11 - 10/10/11)

assalammualaikum...ari nie majlis mohon rstu..mak aiii...tensen gla aq...2 tndanya pmr dh dkt...mau x dkt da brpa ari dh niehh..cuak aq...haihhh...pmr aq 04/10/11 smpai 10/10/11...haihh...sbar jew la...dh byk yg aq x cover g....k ahahhhh..6t after pmr, aq updte byk2...nieh pown sbb aq outng jew...dah la xd majlis mhon rstu..kowg byg an si syfq ex aq tuh da ati nk knal an aq kt mak dy..gle kew ape...bjet aq nieh awek dy g ka..soe to say la dehh...gua x brminat..bnda dh lps..dah tuh da ati dy sroh aq pkai bju wrna purple sma ngn dy..HELLO!!!!i'm not a loser okay...xdk kja aq nk blek kiub smata2 nk tkaq bju sbb dy..aq mmg leh tima dy BUT sbgai kwn leh ahh..k ahhh.. chaow lu...bubye...
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celebration raya taun niehh

hai sume...kmarin kmi da celebration ary rya kt umah aq n dalila...rmai membr2 kmi mai...xp yg genk trdekat ngn aq jew la...yg mai juz mimie,sarah,syafiq herman,silmina,aq and dalila jew...xp kt umah dalila da la member2 dy mai...pak kob,byk la g...aq knai pak kob jew...umah aq bk pa juz dpa mai mkn jew...tuh pown sarah,dalila n silmina ja coz syafq ngn mimie kna blek awl...pa leh wat...kt umah dalila mak dy msk speggeti...kt umah aq mama wat mee bandung..sume mnjamu slera sakan...syok gla ngn depa...rindu sgt kt depa sume....hahaha..mklum la...bkn selalu kmi jmpa..tambah2 aq...dh la aq dk boarding school...tuh yg jrang jmpa...xpew2 aftr pmr nieh tgk ahh...aq nk jmpa dpa sntiasa...hahahha...seies aq syg dpa thap kot..kmarin sume da pragai msing2...ngn sarah x abeh2 ngn syafiq,ex blak dy dk kt johor...masyaallah..pnat aq dgq...sket tlinga aq..byg kan bley d'kta kn stiap pa yg dy ckp or sebut msti da sebot dyafiq...ya allah..penat aq....hahhaha...k ahhh...nk show sket ktaowg pnya pic...hahah..jgn jlezz...

 sbnarnya byk g..xp mls hh nk upload byk2...nk wt pew ann...hahaha..xp seise ly aq syg sume kwn2 aq niehh..i love u all so muchh fwenz....muaaahhhh..hahaah..k ahhh...msajelez ngn aq lor..bye..slamm...

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AKU BENCI DY!!!

hai every body...ari nie aq nk ckp aq dh NOTHING ngn knonya bff aq tuh (shafiq)...i hate him!!!laki x gna!!aq benci ag....huh!!cba korang bygkan dlm sari da dkt 13 msj emmm,owwhhh,ya la tuh....mau bowink aq...but,that is not the real prolem....cba korng byang kan ari tuh aq sja nk test dy,aq sja x jwb col dy,msj x blas...xp bru 8 col,3 msj...dy dh bengang..haram toi la...6pk sgt dy jnis x sabr ngn aq...huh!!pas tuh dy kta aq yg mntx clashh...bangang toi ahh...aq xmntx pown...pas tuh dh dy nk sgt,find...kta BREK...bajet aq ksah ka...hello....stkat bdk mcm u,i dont care ahh..huh!!bajet ahhh....pas tuh,time dy ckp mcm tuh,time tuh da knduri kt umah mak ngah...so,aq da jmpa ngn sowg kzen kak dyla....huh,xp aq x usha pown..aq tgk mcm tuh jew coz time tuh tgh hot...xp esk tuh da owg kcw no maxis aq...aq lyan jew la...alih2dy gtw dy kzen kak dyla...aq pown on jew la...dy da ajk aq kple...xp aq kta 6t2 lah dlu coz aq x mw wt kputusan trburu2 coz aq tkot jdi mcm kes hazim dlu...so aq kta kt dy ktaowg kwn lu...hehehe..xp dy tuh ag good looking ahhh...nma dy ariff..full name abdul ariff bin abdul halim..hahaha...dy dk pjok aq sroh bwk fon p mktb...aq pown x tw g...dy pown dk mktb gk...dy dk MRSM PASIR SALAK....hehehehe...okay gk..hahahaha....bkn slalu...hahaha...i like him....hahahah...xp aq cering coz dy tuh anak mak long  kakak..adoii..cering aq...hahaah...xp x pew ahhhh..x ksah pownnn..asal kan dy bek ngn aq...hahaha...k ahhh6t aq writting lennn...bye...
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finally i'm back

salamm..soe dh lma aq x update blog..bzy sket la...gpown nieh da lah kli prtma aq blek umah...stelah skian lma x blek...huhhhh..rndu gla ky blik + umah aq yg trchenta... bwt last week trial bru jew abehh..lga gila aq...HELLO CIK DYH!!!bru trial k...PMR JUST AROUND DA CORNER...ohhh my....aq tkot gla pk sal exam tuh....emmmmmm....exam ari tuh agak susah la...stkat nieh aq bru tw result 2 sbjek ja....MATH AND SEJ....math aq dpt 93% highest stkat yg ckgu smpat mark..huh!!!alhamdulillah...xp SEJ mmg sbjek saket aq....aq dpt 73%..bley lah tuh untk hidup....hehehe...dlm msa bebrpa mnggu kt mktb,mcm2 bnda jdi...GADOH+BAEK BALEK+GADOH+BAEK....adooiiiii..mcm bdk2 tol...huh!!!mcm2 la yg owg x PUAS ati kt aq + aq x puas ati kt owg...adoiii...kta sume da hdp kta msing2...why not kta x yah dk amik ksah psal hdp owg lenn...nieh, psal aq nk amik tw, psal dy nieh pown nk amik tw....ya syehhh...lu jga kain lu sndri la...x pyah sush2 nk take care owg len pnya cloth smpai lu pnya kaen pown x trjga...awt lu tuh perfct sgt ka snang2 nk judge owg...lu pown 2x5 mcm gua...g trok g da lah...btw, ska ati aq la nk wt pa pown..nk date tpi jln ka+mkn sma2 ka+stdy togther ke tuh sume x de kaitn ngn lu...huh!!pnas gua bla lu dk usha wt mka xpuas ati pa tah...nk stdy pown x de mood...bla ssah bru TERHEGEH-HEGEH nk cri aq...time gua ssah,lu snang, da lu amik ksah sal gua...xde pownn....huh!!ptot la ampa pnya stdy trok,dk ktok owg sentiasa...dk maki owg sntiasa...dk cri owg x puas ati..bajet baek pa weyhhh..nsihat aq,ampa p dpt crmin...ampa tgk dri ampa sume....lyak ka ampa nk judge aq???tgk dri ujung rmput smpai ujng kaki....dh PERFECT sgt ka???klu x,jgn la dk brgan nk sound+usha sleng kt aq....blan2 posa nieh, aq mls nk mki owg..sbab tuh aq diam jew wlaupn mcm2 ampa wt kt aq....huh...mampoi p kt ampa la pa nk jdi..yg sure rya dh dkt...aq just nk ucapkn slamt ary rya maaf zahir + batin....ampa yg brkenaan tuh,xpew lahh...aq just ucapkan slamt ary rya...xpw2 aq maafkn ampa...hehehe...

btw,skrg nieh aq dh baek ngn BFF aq (shafiq)...alhamdulillah la...okay tuh x la okay sgt...xp bley la....skrg nieh dy x mcm dlu lahh...skrg nieh dh pndai antx2 mknan kt aq kt aspuri..naaaaa...bla aq sngguh...mampos pam bdn aq...xp x pew...bla dy slalu wt aq cam tuh,bley la aq mkn...alahh..hobby aq an mkn..hhehe..pas tuh skarg dh pndai nk wt2 date la kls..astagfirullahhalazimm...btw,ktaowg x date la...kdng2 tuh dy mai kls,aq mai kls tnpa set pown...gpown,aq sntisa dgq + ekot nsihat mama...dy ckp, aq leh kwn ngn spa pown yg aq ska xp kna tw batas prgaulan + egat hukum ISLAM...and alhamdulillah stkat nieh aq msih ekot....emmmmm...biaq lah pa owg nk judge aq + kta kt aq....bgi aq, klu asyk kta nk jga ati owg, ati kta spa nk jga...and klu kta asyk hipokrik coz x mau bgi owg kutk kta, smpai bla2 pown kta hdop dlam pnipuan..and klu stiap bnda yg kta nk xp x dpt coz x maw d'ktok+d'cela,smpai mati pown kta x kan dpt bnda tuh...hidup hanya skali...stiap masa yg ada,kta mstilah mnghargaai nya coz msa x leh d'ulang...hanya trpulang kpada kta nk ekot jlan mana...jalan PENIPUAN atau jalan KEBENARAN walaupn jln PENIPUAN kdang2 lbih mans drpd jaln KEBENARAN xp kta msti tw,hidup hanya sekali...stiap saat x leh d'ulang...so,pnya psai aq ahh nk wt pa pown...yg pnting pa yg aq wt x slah dri sgi AGAMA...at least aq nieh ley bntu shafiq....aq sbnrnya cian kt dy...dy slalu compare result aq ngn result dy...aq pnya agak ahh gmpak...alorr..tuh suma nseb jew la syg oii...yg pnting usaha jew yg..jgn mls2...struggle btoi2...niehh mls...asyk tido lam kls jew...aq kdng2 mcm nk bling pen jew time aq 6pk dy tido..mklm la,syg aq tuh dk dpn aq jew....btw sjak bla dy jdi syg aq???emmmm..no2...dy bkn blak aq pown..hehehe....

k ahhh..bubye...

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goodbye.....

hey...alaaaa...kjap g dh nk blek asrma...huh!!bosnnya..xnk blek lgi...rsa mcm bru cti jew...dh la kt asrma brlambk2 msalah ak...sabo jew la cik dyh...dh nseb ko dk asrma...ekot jew la..hehehe...btw, ak nk amik ksmpatan ucapkan slamt mnyambut ramadan al-mubarak...hehehe...syok ahh dh posa..xp an, x bez gak coz bla posa dkat brmakna PMR pown dh dkt..adooii..tkot den...huihh..stakat pra-trial bru2 nieh pown dh wt aq nk mti...nieh kn plak trial...sabo jew la dyhh...nseb ko...xpkn tmpat ak dlm dewn,agak bz ahhcoz dpn ak kipas blakang ak aircond..mampos mti ksjukan ak..dh la sjuk dlm..luaq pown sjuk...hehhehe...okay ahh..thats all 4 now...6t klu ak blek,ak update ekk...bye..salam...

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my story (part 6)

hai u all..

smbung blek k...

lpas blek umah,i dh x on lnsung sim maxis..gpon i trtinggal sim tuh kt umah...so,pda 30 july,hzim msj i kt no celcom...tme tuh i srba slah gla...xtw pa nk wt...so,i xplain sume kt dy..he sounds sad...xp dy siap mrh2 kt ig...first2 tuh dy kta dy x hlal t4 yg dy bgi kt i la...mcm2...i pown msj la kt dy..mntak maaf n so on...nseb bek dy ckp dy grau jew..dy ckp, pa ley wt,nieh kputusan i....dy just doa spaya i bhgia ngn syfq...xp kn ,i xtw lah pa yg d'buat skrg...syfq tba2 jew mnghilangkn dri...mcm dy xsyg pown kt i...huh!!!i xtw lah pa yg d'ktakn...i syg syfq...syg sgt2 smpai i snggup tnggalkan owg yg btoi2 sygkn i...i'm so sorry,hazim...i know u must be so angry ngn i xp tah la pa yg i pk kan...i xnk menkn ati owg...i x nk menkan hzim...he's too gud 4 me...i x smpai ati..wt pa i stay ngn dy sdangkn ati i kt owg len...itu bley d'ktakn i menkan ati dy.... bkn niat i nk men kan dy xp ati i....ati i sygkn syfq lgi...hazim....i'm so sorry 4 every thing..i know u love me..but i'm sorry...i love syfq...i dgq cte..time dy plan nk mai mktb i ari tuh..dy dh bli spicy chicken max delux n teddy bear kt i...xp d'sbbkn mslah yg x dpt d'elakkan,dy x dpt dtg..owh my goodness..i'm feeling so bad...jhatnya aku!!!yg syfq knapa tah skrg..x msj i...call pa tah lgi..adoi...biaq ahh..bak kta kzen i...'skrg stdy lu,klu aftr exam nieh syfq still wt ag mcm nie, cri ahh mmat lain'btoi gk noh...bjet aq nieh x laku kew...hehhehe...tah la,x brani nk ckp byk...coz i know i'm not beautiful..x pew ahhh..jauh g prjalanan aq...6t tnggu takdr Allah ahhh..smpi seru,jmpa la jjaka plihan ati..hehehee...x leh blah gla ayt i...i rsa psal story AKU , SYAFIQ & HAZIMtmat disini jew...6t da msa/wktu..i ltak g ek story2 brkaitn hdup i...thats all 4 now..bye...

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my story (part 5)

hai....

after nangis pnya nangis,

mlm tuh syfq antx msj kt i...

cba u all bygkn dy pkai pnggilan aq-ag..

hlang tros pnggilan fiq-dyh..

time tuh aq sdeh gla...

xp i sja jew wt mcm x da pa...

alih2 dy tnya 'ag sbnrnya ska aq ka ska hazim?'

i ckp la 'aq ska ag'

pas tuh msj pnya msj..

pjok pnya pjok...

dy okay...

dy ckp dy egtkan i men2 jewyg i dh kple...

nseb bek la dh okay...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

lga dada i....

dy siap psan g...

esk bley ak dy nk jam i blek...

mlm tuh i tido nyenyak kot...

esknya i ltak lah jam i tuh bwh mja i...

i thought dy x amik..

lih2 time i trselisih ngn dy wkt nk p lab,

i 6pk dy pkai jam tuh...

huh!!happy gla time tuh...

xp i da dgq gk ahh cite2 smbang tntang genk FUCK tuh...

pas tuh, dlm pkl 1 lbeh i msj ngn fq...

dy ckp dy tocer asma n the genk xd...

i pown ckp la, asal la p tocer diwg...

kang lgi lah bdk2 tuh bnci i...

dy ckp biar ahh...6t bdk2 tuh xkn kcw kta dh...

dy ckp btoi la genk tuh x puas ati ngn i n syfq...

xp alhmdulillah skrg i dh okay ngn syfq...

lga gla...

xp da bad news...

skrg hzim dk kcw i n tnya sal pa i wt dy mcm tuh...

adoi...

mslah sdah dtg doh...

mati la i...

k ahh...

thats all 4 now...

6t i post g ek...

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my story (part 4)

hai...

continue blek...

lma i lyan syfq n akhirnya mmg i abaikan tros hzim...i dh x on maxis just bcoz of syfiq...n smpai skrg(29 JULY) i mseh x on maxis...jhatnya i...even skrg i dh blek umah...da jgk kdng2 i tgk da miscol drpd hzim kt no celcom i...xp stiap kli dy col msti tme tuh i dh tido la, i da kls la, i tetnggal fon la....mcm x de jdoh utk i ckp ngn dy..xp i rsa lga jgk dy col tme i xde..coz x la wt i rsa serba slah nk angkt ka dk...xp kdng2 i rsa serba slah jgk wt dy mcm nieh...i dh lma x menkn ati owg...i xnk la menkn dy..xp pa leh wt...i x de pa2 prsaan kt dy...sdangkn i syfq smakin ari smakin syg n rpat...dy mntak jam i...so,i bgi jew la...cba u all bygkan dy ngn mk x mlunya pkai jam i p kls,pdang n so on..xp bru2 nieh (27 JULY)...b4 i blek umah,i da gdoh ngn syfq.... first2 ktaowg msj mcm besa jew la...tba2 dy ckp genk asma+wanie (GENK YG PLING I FUCK)

dk kta kt dy...i tnya la,diowg kta pa...dy ckp diowg ckp i dh da blak kt luaq...nma dy hzim...tme tuh ,i mmg trkjut brok...xp i ckp la 'bkn fq dh tw ka...kn dyh dh gtw'pas tuh dy wt ayat2 yg btoi2 wt i sdih smpai i nangis...dy ckp : soelah kcw relationshp dyh ngn hzim...syfq doakn smoga dyh bhgia ngn hzim smpai bla2..dyh wt la pa yg dh rsa mampu wt dyh bhgia..dan ia sntiasa kkal ngn dyh...selamat tnggal owg yang pling fq syg dlm byk2 owg yg fq kple...fq jnji fq xkn kcaw dyh dh...(LEBIH KUANG MCM TUH LA AYAT DY)mak aii...time tuh air mta i nieh mmg x leh than kot...tobat i syg dy...pas tuh i lari p kls...x tw npew tme tuh i rsa nk p klas...so, i ajk kwn i p klas...i dk kt kls membr i...i nangis sepuas2nya...

tme tuh bdk2 laki tron nk p pdang...i dont care ahh diowg 6pk kew x...first time i nangis sal bdk laki skolah i...time i tgh nangis2 i tgk syfq tron...dy x pkai jam i...slalunya jam i tuh dy akn pkai jew wlaupn p na...

x kra padng or kels....lgi lah i sdih time tuh...pas tuh i 6pk dy p kls kitaowg..kls ktaowg tuh slang 1 kls drpd kls membr i tuh...mcm2 la i wt...i bling fon i smpai terburai....i bling bku ats mja membr i...

nangis punya nangis...tba2 i trasa nk p kls i...i p la klas i...alih2 i 6pk da jam i bwh mja i...

YA ALLAH....time tuh mmg i nangis kuat gla....sdeh ya amat....

smpai ati fq wt dyh mcm tuh...dyh dh start syg blek kt fq....i bru jew cdang mlm b4 tuh nk mntak clash ngn hzim...4 syfq...xp knapa dy wt i cm tuh...sdih gla i lm tuh...mlm tuh mmg i x ckp byk...kje i nangis jew...

pas tuh mlm tuh,sume studnt wjid tgk tyang kt dewan...so, i ngn mta bngkak,p la tgk...nseb bek tgk tygan ttp lmpu...so, owg x 6pk la mta i bngkak...after tygan,i kalih2 blkang...i 6pk syfq n his genk dk kt pntu dwn...i 6pk dy pkai bju sma wrna ngn i...kuning...bla dy 6pk i,

dy tros psing n blah...i time tuh mcm nk nangis jew kt stu...

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my story (part 3)

hai...again wif my life's story...okay...aftr i kple ngn hzim,first2 sume go on okay jew b4 syfiq mai mrayu kt i blek...time tuh i try kraskn ati...even i ckp i dh kple xp dy still ckp nk tnggu i...adoiiii...time tuh dy mrayu mmg sparoh cair i d'buatnya...xp i sja jew kraskn dri..hzim pown tw...i cte kt dy..xp dy ckp i jgn crang ngn dy..

everything okay b4 i bwk fon p asrma...mnggu first okay g..coz i dk msj ngn hzim...xp sgalanya brubah pda ari jumaat (22 JULY)...time tuh hzim ckp dy nk tido jap tkot stg tido time solat jumaat..so,i sja jew off no maxis(i msj ngn hzim pkai maxis)and on no celcom(i msj ngn owg slain hzim pkai celcom)time tuh i tba2 jew trgerak ati nk antx msj kt syfq..i thought dy xkn blas...alih2 dy rply..and he says 'dh sdi nk kwn blek ngn fq kew??'adoiii...time tuh i cuak gla..soaln cupu mas..i ckp la ktaowg mmg kwn...pas tuh i tnya dy btoi ka dy ska i...then dy ckp 100%..pas tuh msj pnya msj smpai i trlupa kt hzim...klu dlu i cair sparoh xp kli nieh i btoi2 cair ngn syafq...i on mxis jap jew pas tuh i on celcom...i rsa mcm i nieh playgirl sgt...xp i x tw what should i do...dan skrg bru i sdar...sbnarnya i mseh n sntiasa sygkn syfq n bkn hzim...hzim sbnrnya hnya mngsa keadaan yg i gnakn utk lpakn syfq...ksian kt hzim...i mmg jhat....pa la yg i pk kan...skrg i btoi2 srba slah...i syg syfq xp i ksian kt hzim...klu bley i xnk lkakn hzim xp i x sygkn dy..may be dlu i ckp i syg dy...xp sbnrnya ati i x syg dy spnuhnya...i syg syfq....aduhhh...i x tw la nk ckp pa...knpa la jdi mcm nieh...

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my story (part2)

hai...

continue the story k....

8 JUNE 2011...i kuaq ngn kezen2 i...ktaowg g men bowlin+tgk wyg+shopping....then kezen i ckp dy nk jmpa membr dy...okay...we all pown tnggu la membr dy tuh...alih2 mamt tuh lmpap sgt,so me n sowg g kzen..i msk lu wyg..tnggal kzen i sowg2 congok tnggu membr dy tuh...ktaowg tgk filem KARAK yg mnyeramkan tuh...i prasn la kzen i ngn membr dy tuh dh msk xp i x tgk mka pown la...dh glap...mcm na nk tgk..aftr wyg,bru i tgk membr kzen i tuh...agk good-looking la...nma dy HZIM...dy la tman ktaowg sume men bowlng n so onn...xp pa yg i tw, dy tuh mmg pak lwk...x abeh2 ng loya bruk...xp i'm so happy ngn dy...

mlm after ktaowg hangout tuh,i gotta msj from him...dy ckp kzen i yg bgi no i...x pew ahh..ktaowg msj pnya msj...slang 2 ari kot,dy mntx kple ngn i...dy ckp dy dh knl i lma from my kzen..dy pon one of my fwenz in fb...i time tuh x tw nk jwb pa...i tme tuh still mket at ngn pa yg syfq wt kt i...tup2, da sowg membr i ckp 'cm nie la ag nk lpakn k'and without thinkng anymore,i tima dy...xp i x tw la npew ngn prsaan i...mmg i happy coz dy ska wt i glak+happy...xp hati i x glak skali...i akui, dy caring...xmcm syfq....dy agak kya coz slalu t4 kt i...

x mcm syfq...xp i dont know what a strange feeling that i feel...xp time tuh i rsa mcm i smakin syg kt hzim...i think i love him...dy pown jnji x kn play i...xkn crang ngn i....and i trust him...

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my introduction (part 1)...

hai...

ari tuh on my first blog i dh jnji nk cte sal my boyfwen and the person that i love....

okay...the story begin mcm nieh....

dulu,



MARCH 2011

i da ska + couple ngn sowg mmat nieh...

people call him K...

but his real name is MOHD. SYAFIQ

i syang dy...

i love him very2 much...

coz he is the first boy from my collage that make me melting...

i pown x tw npew i bley ska dy...

smpai skrg i msih x cya..

its so imporsable..

ktaowg cple...

 i mmg syg dy gla2...

krana dy, i x lyan mna2 laki..

just becoz of him....

cba u all byg kan,

i snggop wt do no kt mmat yg ensem2 just becoz of him...

i rsa i syg sgt kt dy coz dy mrupakan

bdk skolah i yg prtama yg i cair...

sdangkan b4 nieh,i mmg x lyan bdk skolah i...

bgi i diowg sume not my type...

mmat nieh x la hensem mna...

just style jew...

kaya pown besa2 jew...

dy besa jew..

bak kta mmber i 'bdk kg'

dy salah sowg genk bdk2 msalah kt skolah i...

dy smoker xp xtw skarg msih smoke or not...

x la pndai sgt..

dy president kls i...

xp mcm na i bley tersngkut kt dy....

i know, sume nya begin wkt i g tgk wyg ngn membr i...

ari tuh i kuaq ngn membr i g tgk wyg..

we all tgk cite KEMBAR SIANG...

alih2 bla i tgk blakang,

dy ngn membr2 dy dk kt blakang i...

tkjut gla time tuh...

bla blek skolah,mmbr i ckp dy nk tkq tiket wyg ktaowg tuh...

nseb bek i smpan..

slalunya aftr wyg, i akn buang jew tket tuh

xp x tw npew ari tu i trgerak ati nk smpan...

i pown tkaq ahh..

sjak tuh, we all msj2..

and i am very happy wif him...

bla blek skolah, we all act mcm x de pa...

mngkut prjnjian we all,

we all x mo owg tw sal our relationship...

sbb tuh la bla blek skolah,ktaowg x brcakap lngsng....

x sngka owg yg i sngka blur rpanya sweet + caring...

mau i x kta dy blur,

dlm genk dy yg noty tuh, dy yg pling pndiam...

everything go on smoothly...

xp satu ari...

i rsa mcm dy x care sal i dh...

dy mcm x kple ngn i...

i egt kt skolah jew coz sal prjnjian i..

xp bla blek umah pown,he still mcm tuh...

bapa ari i sabo ngn skap acuh tak acuh dy...

i mkn ati sowg2...

pastuh i tnya pndapt kezen i...

diowg sroh i slow-talk ngn dy...

xp i xtw nk mla dri mna...

so, kezen i bgi la ayt...

satu ptang tuh i nekad nk slow-talk ngn dy...

so,i call him...

tut...tut...

DYA:hello...

ME:hello...syfq,bley kta ckp jap??

DYA:bley...pew?? (MCM ACUH TAK ACUH)

ME:xp b4 tuh,dyh nk tnya smething kt syfq...

DYA:pa dya???

ME:kta sbenrnya kple ka dk???

DYA:hah??awt tnya mcm tuh??

ME:just answer...

DYA:emmmmmm....

ME:jwb jew la...

DYA:.........................

ME:asal diam??qtw jew la...

DYA: x tw....(TIME TUH AQ RSA SKET ATI GILA)

ME: owg x mw x tw...i just want YES or NO...(TIME TUH MMG TGH HOT GILA)

DYA: klu x mcm na???

ME: x mw klu...YES or NO???

DYA: TAK...

ME: what??so kranya ak dh slah pham...

after that,tros i ltak...

smpai ati dy wt i mcm tuh...

smpai ati dy menkn prasaan i..

i syg dy,dy menkn i...

i dissapointed gla tme tuh..

but, i'm not crying....

but actually my heart is crying...

cba u all bygkan,

dgn 1 question,i dpt tw yg dy tuh x syg i...

YA ALLAH...time tuh i btoi2 sket ati...

cra dy mcm i nieh mmg pompuan yg x dk prasaan...

huh!!mmg sket ati..

mlut i time tuh x lpas drpd kta2 makian...

mlut aq x sdah2 ungkapkan kta2 yg AKU BENCI DY...
bnda nih brlaku antara ujung bln MAY and awal bln JUNE

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