my story (part 6)

hai u all..

smbung blek k...

lpas blek umah,i dh x on lnsung sim maxis..gpon i trtinggal sim tuh kt umah...so,pda 30 july,hzim msj i kt no celcom...tme tuh i srba slah gla...xtw pa nk wt...so,i xplain sume kt dy..he sounds sad...xp dy siap mrh2 kt ig...first2 tuh dy kta dy x hlal t4 yg dy bgi kt i la...mcm2...i pown msj la kt dy..mntak maaf n so on...nseb bek dy ckp dy grau jew..dy ckp, pa ley wt,nieh kputusan i....dy just doa spaya i bhgia ngn syfq...xp kn ,i xtw lah pa yg d'buat skrg...syfq tba2 jew mnghilangkn dri...mcm dy xsyg pown kt i...huh!!!i xtw lah pa yg d'ktakn...i syg syfq...syg sgt2 smpai i snggup tnggalkan owg yg btoi2 sygkn i...i'm so sorry,hazim...i know u must be so angry ngn i xp tah la pa yg i pk kan...i xnk menkn ati owg...i x nk menkan hzim...he's too gud 4 me...i x smpai ati..wt pa i stay ngn dy sdangkn ati i kt owg len...itu bley d'ktakn i menkan ati dy.... bkn niat i nk men kan dy xp ati i....ati i sygkn syfq lgi...hazim....i'm so sorry 4 every thing..i know u love me..but i'm sorry...i love syfq...i dgq cte..time dy plan nk mai mktb i ari tuh..dy dh bli spicy chicken max delux n teddy bear kt i...xp d'sbbkn mslah yg x dpt d'elakkan,dy x dpt dtg..owh my goodness..i'm feeling so bad...jhatnya aku!!!yg syfq knapa tah skrg..x msj i...call pa tah lgi..adoi...biaq ahh..bak kta kzen i...'skrg stdy lu,klu aftr exam nieh syfq still wt ag mcm nie, cri ahh mmat lain'btoi gk noh...bjet aq nieh x laku kew...hehhehe...tah la,x brani nk ckp byk...coz i know i'm not beautiful..x pew ahhh..jauh g prjalanan aq...6t tnggu takdr Allah ahhh..smpi seru,jmpa la jjaka plihan ati..hehehee...x leh blah gla ayt i...i rsa psal story AKU , SYAFIQ & HAZIMtmat disini jew...6t da msa/wktu..i ltak g ek story2 brkaitn hdup i...thats all 4 now..bye...

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my story (part 5)

hai....

after nangis pnya nangis,

mlm tuh syfq antx msj kt i...

cba u all bygkn dy pkai pnggilan aq-ag..

hlang tros pnggilan fiq-dyh..

time tuh aq sdeh gla...

xp i sja jew wt mcm x da pa...

alih2 dy tnya 'ag sbnrnya ska aq ka ska hazim?'

i ckp la 'aq ska ag'

pas tuh msj pnya msj..

pjok pnya pjok...

dy okay...

dy ckp dy egtkan i men2 jewyg i dh kple...

nseb bek la dh okay...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

lga dada i....

dy siap psan g...

esk bley ak dy nk jam i blek...

mlm tuh i tido nyenyak kot...

esknya i ltak lah jam i tuh bwh mja i...

i thought dy x amik..

lih2 time i trselisih ngn dy wkt nk p lab,

i 6pk dy pkai jam tuh...

huh!!happy gla time tuh...

xp i da dgq gk ahh cite2 smbang tntang genk FUCK tuh...

pas tuh, dlm pkl 1 lbeh i msj ngn fq...

dy ckp dy tocer asma n the genk xd...

i pown ckp la, asal la p tocer diwg...

kang lgi lah bdk2 tuh bnci i...

dy ckp biar ahh...6t bdk2 tuh xkn kcw kta dh...

dy ckp btoi la genk tuh x puas ati ngn i n syfq...

xp alhmdulillah skrg i dh okay ngn syfq...

lga gla...

xp da bad news...

skrg hzim dk kcw i n tnya sal pa i wt dy mcm tuh...

adoi...

mslah sdah dtg doh...

mati la i...

k ahh...

thats all 4 now...

6t i post g ek...

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my story (part 4)

hai...

continue blek...

lma i lyan syfq n akhirnya mmg i abaikan tros hzim...i dh x on maxis just bcoz of syfiq...n smpai skrg(29 JULY) i mseh x on maxis...jhatnya i...even skrg i dh blek umah...da jgk kdng2 i tgk da miscol drpd hzim kt no celcom i...xp stiap kli dy col msti tme tuh i dh tido la, i da kls la, i tetnggal fon la....mcm x de jdoh utk i ckp ngn dy..xp i rsa lga jgk dy col tme i xde..coz x la wt i rsa serba slah nk angkt ka dk...xp kdng2 i rsa serba slah jgk wt dy mcm nieh...i dh lma x menkn ati owg...i xnk la menkn dy..xp pa leh wt...i x de pa2 prsaan kt dy...sdangkn i syfq smakin ari smakin syg n rpat...dy mntak jam i...so,i bgi jew la...cba u all bygkan dy ngn mk x mlunya pkai jam i p kls,pdang n so on..xp bru2 nieh (27 JULY)...b4 i blek umah,i da gdoh ngn syfq.... first2 ktaowg msj mcm besa jew la...tba2 dy ckp genk asma+wanie (GENK YG PLING I FUCK)

dk kta kt dy...i tnya la,diowg kta pa...dy ckp diowg ckp i dh da blak kt luaq...nma dy hzim...tme tuh ,i mmg trkjut brok...xp i ckp la 'bkn fq dh tw ka...kn dyh dh gtw'pas tuh dy wt ayat2 yg btoi2 wt i sdih smpai i nangis...dy ckp : soelah kcw relationshp dyh ngn hzim...syfq doakn smoga dyh bhgia ngn hzim smpai bla2..dyh wt la pa yg dh rsa mampu wt dyh bhgia..dan ia sntiasa kkal ngn dyh...selamat tnggal owg yang pling fq syg dlm byk2 owg yg fq kple...fq jnji fq xkn kcaw dyh dh...(LEBIH KUANG MCM TUH LA AYAT DY)mak aii...time tuh air mta i nieh mmg x leh than kot...tobat i syg dy...pas tuh i lari p kls...x tw npew tme tuh i rsa nk p klas...so, i ajk kwn i p klas...i dk kt kls membr i...i nangis sepuas2nya...

tme tuh bdk2 laki tron nk p pdang...i dont care ahh diowg 6pk kew x...first time i nangis sal bdk laki skolah i...time i tgh nangis2 i tgk syfq tron...dy x pkai jam i...slalunya jam i tuh dy akn pkai jew wlaupn p na...

x kra padng or kels....lgi lah i sdih time tuh...pas tuh i 6pk dy p kls kitaowg..kls ktaowg tuh slang 1 kls drpd kls membr i tuh...mcm2 la i wt...i bling fon i smpai terburai....i bling bku ats mja membr i...

nangis punya nangis...tba2 i trasa nk p kls i...i p la klas i...alih2 i 6pk da jam i bwh mja i...

YA ALLAH....time tuh mmg i nangis kuat gla....sdeh ya amat....

smpai ati fq wt dyh mcm tuh...dyh dh start syg blek kt fq....i bru jew cdang mlm b4 tuh nk mntak clash ngn hzim...4 syfq...xp knapa dy wt i cm tuh...sdih gla i lm tuh...mlm tuh mmg i x ckp byk...kje i nangis jew...

pas tuh mlm tuh,sume studnt wjid tgk tyang kt dewan...so, i ngn mta bngkak,p la tgk...nseb bek tgk tygan ttp lmpu...so, owg x 6pk la mta i bngkak...after tygan,i kalih2 blkang...i 6pk syfq n his genk dk kt pntu dwn...i 6pk dy pkai bju sma wrna ngn i...kuning...bla dy 6pk i,

dy tros psing n blah...i time tuh mcm nk nangis jew kt stu...

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my story (part 3)

hai...again wif my life's story...okay...aftr i kple ngn hzim,first2 sume go on okay jew b4 syfiq mai mrayu kt i blek...time tuh i try kraskn ati...even i ckp i dh kple xp dy still ckp nk tnggu i...adoiiii...time tuh dy mrayu mmg sparoh cair i d'buatnya...xp i sja jew kraskn dri..hzim pown tw...i cte kt dy..xp dy ckp i jgn crang ngn dy..

everything okay b4 i bwk fon p asrma...mnggu first okay g..coz i dk msj ngn hzim...xp sgalanya brubah pda ari jumaat (22 JULY)...time tuh hzim ckp dy nk tido jap tkot stg tido time solat jumaat..so,i sja jew off no maxis(i msj ngn hzim pkai maxis)and on no celcom(i msj ngn owg slain hzim pkai celcom)time tuh i tba2 jew trgerak ati nk antx msj kt syfq..i thought dy xkn blas...alih2 dy rply..and he says 'dh sdi nk kwn blek ngn fq kew??'adoiii...time tuh i cuak gla..soaln cupu mas..i ckp la ktaowg mmg kwn...pas tuh i tnya dy btoi ka dy ska i...then dy ckp 100%..pas tuh msj pnya msj smpai i trlupa kt hzim...klu dlu i cair sparoh xp kli nieh i btoi2 cair ngn syafq...i on mxis jap jew pas tuh i on celcom...i rsa mcm i nieh playgirl sgt...xp i x tw what should i do...dan skrg bru i sdar...sbnarnya i mseh n sntiasa sygkn syfq n bkn hzim...hzim sbnrnya hnya mngsa keadaan yg i gnakn utk lpakn syfq...ksian kt hzim...i mmg jhat....pa la yg i pk kan...skrg i btoi2 srba slah...i syg syfq xp i ksian kt hzim...klu bley i xnk lkakn hzim xp i x sygkn dy..may be dlu i ckp i syg dy...xp sbnrnya ati i x syg dy spnuhnya...i syg syfq....aduhhh...i x tw la nk ckp pa...knpa la jdi mcm nieh...

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my story (part2)

hai...

continue the story k....

8 JUNE 2011...i kuaq ngn kezen2 i...ktaowg g men bowlin+tgk wyg+shopping....then kezen i ckp dy nk jmpa membr dy...okay...we all pown tnggu la membr dy tuh...alih2 mamt tuh lmpap sgt,so me n sowg g kzen..i msk lu wyg..tnggal kzen i sowg2 congok tnggu membr dy tuh...ktaowg tgk filem KARAK yg mnyeramkan tuh...i prasn la kzen i ngn membr dy tuh dh msk xp i x tgk mka pown la...dh glap...mcm na nk tgk..aftr wyg,bru i tgk membr kzen i tuh...agk good-looking la...nma dy HZIM...dy la tman ktaowg sume men bowlng n so onn...xp pa yg i tw, dy tuh mmg pak lwk...x abeh2 ng loya bruk...xp i'm so happy ngn dy...

mlm after ktaowg hangout tuh,i gotta msj from him...dy ckp kzen i yg bgi no i...x pew ahh..ktaowg msj pnya msj...slang 2 ari kot,dy mntx kple ngn i...dy ckp dy dh knl i lma from my kzen..dy pon one of my fwenz in fb...i time tuh x tw nk jwb pa...i tme tuh still mket at ngn pa yg syfq wt kt i...tup2, da sowg membr i ckp 'cm nie la ag nk lpakn k'and without thinkng anymore,i tima dy...xp i x tw la npew ngn prsaan i...mmg i happy coz dy ska wt i glak+happy...xp hati i x glak skali...i akui, dy caring...xmcm syfq....dy agak kya coz slalu t4 kt i...

x mcm syfq...xp i dont know what a strange feeling that i feel...xp time tuh i rsa mcm i smakin syg kt hzim...i think i love him...dy pown jnji x kn play i...xkn crang ngn i....and i trust him...

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my introduction (part 1)...

hai...

ari tuh on my first blog i dh jnji nk cte sal my boyfwen and the person that i love....

okay...the story begin mcm nieh....

dulu,



MARCH 2011

i da ska + couple ngn sowg mmat nieh...

people call him K...

but his real name is MOHD. SYAFIQ

i syang dy...

i love him very2 much...

coz he is the first boy from my collage that make me melting...

i pown x tw npew i bley ska dy...

smpai skrg i msih x cya..

its so imporsable..

ktaowg cple...

 i mmg syg dy gla2...

krana dy, i x lyan mna2 laki..

just becoz of him....

cba u all byg kan,

i snggop wt do no kt mmat yg ensem2 just becoz of him...

i rsa i syg sgt kt dy coz dy mrupakan

bdk skolah i yg prtama yg i cair...

sdangkan b4 nieh,i mmg x lyan bdk skolah i...

bgi i diowg sume not my type...

mmat nieh x la hensem mna...

just style jew...

kaya pown besa2 jew...

dy besa jew..

bak kta mmber i 'bdk kg'

dy salah sowg genk bdk2 msalah kt skolah i...

dy smoker xp xtw skarg msih smoke or not...

x la pndai sgt..

dy president kls i...

xp mcm na i bley tersngkut kt dy....

i know, sume nya begin wkt i g tgk wyg ngn membr i...

ari tuh i kuaq ngn membr i g tgk wyg..

we all tgk cite KEMBAR SIANG...

alih2 bla i tgk blakang,

dy ngn membr2 dy dk kt blakang i...

tkjut gla time tuh...

bla blek skolah,mmbr i ckp dy nk tkq tiket wyg ktaowg tuh...

nseb bek i smpan..

slalunya aftr wyg, i akn buang jew tket tuh

xp x tw npew ari tu i trgerak ati nk smpan...

i pown tkaq ahh..

sjak tuh, we all msj2..

and i am very happy wif him...

bla blek skolah, we all act mcm x de pa...

mngkut prjnjian we all,

we all x mo owg tw sal our relationship...

sbb tuh la bla blek skolah,ktaowg x brcakap lngsng....

x sngka owg yg i sngka blur rpanya sweet + caring...

mau i x kta dy blur,

dlm genk dy yg noty tuh, dy yg pling pndiam...

everything go on smoothly...

xp satu ari...

i rsa mcm dy x care sal i dh...

dy mcm x kple ngn i...

i egt kt skolah jew coz sal prjnjian i..

xp bla blek umah pown,he still mcm tuh...

bapa ari i sabo ngn skap acuh tak acuh dy...

i mkn ati sowg2...

pastuh i tnya pndapt kezen i...

diowg sroh i slow-talk ngn dy...

xp i xtw nk mla dri mna...

so, kezen i bgi la ayt...

satu ptang tuh i nekad nk slow-talk ngn dy...

so,i call him...

tut...tut...

DYA:hello...

ME:hello...syfq,bley kta ckp jap??

DYA:bley...pew?? (MCM ACUH TAK ACUH)

ME:xp b4 tuh,dyh nk tnya smething kt syfq...

DYA:pa dya???

ME:kta sbenrnya kple ka dk???

DYA:hah??awt tnya mcm tuh??

ME:just answer...

DYA:emmmmmm....

ME:jwb jew la...

DYA:.........................

ME:asal diam??qtw jew la...

DYA: x tw....(TIME TUH AQ RSA SKET ATI GILA)

ME: owg x mw x tw...i just want YES or NO...(TIME TUH MMG TGH HOT GILA)

DYA: klu x mcm na???

ME: x mw klu...YES or NO???

DYA: TAK...

ME: what??so kranya ak dh slah pham...

after that,tros i ltak...

smpai ati dy wt i mcm tuh...

smpai ati dy menkn prasaan i..

i syg dy,dy menkn i...

i dissapointed gla tme tuh..

but, i'm not crying....

but actually my heart is crying...

cba u all bygkan,

dgn 1 question,i dpt tw yg dy tuh x syg i...

YA ALLAH...time tuh i btoi2 sket ati...

cra dy mcm i nieh mmg pompuan yg x dk prasaan...

huh!!mmg sket ati..

mlut i time tuh x lpas drpd kta2 makian...

mlut aq x sdah2 ungkapkan kta2 yg AKU BENCI DY...
bnda nih brlaku antara ujung bln MAY and awal bln JUNE

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